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December 17

日记

好久没有写东西了
这些天过的很好,很开心,很幸福......
下周六要考4级了,听力依然很不好,600分可能没戏了,就560吧
近似疯狂的喜欢英语,我也不知道为什么,就是喜欢,是一种享受。
托福--6级--GRE 我的目标
没有钱出国不要紧,重要的是,我喜欢,我有这个梦想,我为之而奋斗。
今天去逛商场,好漂亮的等离子电视,双开门冰箱,ipod,   好想要。  哈哈
幻想着,突然中了五百万,哈哈 
BMW-M6   IBM  
算了,还是开会吧
November 16

English bring me the true love

Chapter 1

“Can I have a talk with you?” a short message appeared on the screen of a boy’s mobile.

“Of course, but who are you ?” the boy replied curiously.

“I suppose that you don’t know me. So there is no necessity for you to know my name.”

Since she or he was not willing to tell him, the boy gave up.

“what do you want to talk with me?” the boy sent the message.

“I was told that your spoken English is excellent. I am preparing for the TOEFL. But a speaking test which I fear most is included in the new TOEFL –iBT. What I desire to know is how can I improve my spoken English.”

Ok ,English again. Questions kind of “how can I make progress in my oral English ?” had been asked a army of times to the boy .There is another one.

The boy is the top student in his class, the apple of the teachers’ eyes. He is fascinated with English, and do well in it. His oral English is also exceedingly superior. So there is no surprise that many students ask him the good way he uses to learn English ,especially the spoken English.

“I am not used to talking to strangers, I still want to have your name .”

“Ok, I am Annie, and you don’t know me.”

“Annie,” the boy started to search the name in his mind, suddenly the image of a girl flash into his mind. “Yes, it’s her!” the boy excited. He knew the girl who was in the same faculty as his. She was a very lovely, sunny, pretty girl and there was always a charming smile on her face which made a deep impression on the boy.

“I know you, you are Annie, coming from HN which is far from here, right?” the boy asked.

Quickly a reply arrived. It said: “Yes! But how do you know me?”

“It is a secret. But I’m sure that I can help you ,as much as I can.”

 Chapter 2

So the boy and the girl made acquaintance with each other. Almost every day, the boy spared an hour to give pronunciation lessons to the girl. Because of the girl’s accent, the program proceeded a bit slow. But the boy was very patient as well as considerate, for he found that when he was together with the girl, he had a feeling of relaxing and happy.

A month later, the boy and the girl knew well of each other, and they became closest friends. The girl had made a big progress in the pronunciation which also satisfied the boy. They continued to practise the oral English together. Along with     the practice went cheerful laughter as well as some heart to heart chat. Both of them felt very happy.

   Chapter3

As the time went by, the boy and the girl were getting more and more familiar with each other. They not only learnt English together but also had dinner or go to study together. There was no wonder that a mysterious feeling of affection was taking root in the heart of them, silently and slowly. But neither of them was assure of the emotions, which lead to the result of not bringing the feeling to light.

 One night, the boy felt upset because of something unfair happened to him. He logged on QQ, finding that the girl was on line. The girl consoled me very sincerely. The boy felt much better.

 Thinking of the days they spent together—no quarrels, no cheatings, but full of happiness, laughter and satisfactory, the boy type the words

“what do you consider relationship between you and me now?”

“what your opinion?” the girl replied.

“Friends? Good friends? Best friends?” the boy asked.

“Not exactly.” The girl answered.

   The boy determined to tell her that he had a feeling of love to her.

   “Ok ,now… will you be my girlfriend?”

The answer seemed so long to arrive “Y-E-S, I will.”

 Chapter4

From then on, there are always a boy and a girl hand in hand on the campus.

Of course, the boy is me, and the lovely girl is my girlfriend.

October 23

A new day

we are beginning ...
A mysterious exploration to a new and unknown love.
October 20

内心深处

好久没有写东西了
这段时间太忙了,社团招员,自己生病,功课多得做不完......
今天,静下来看看那些blog, 发现这段时间发生了太多的事。
看了圈 的日志,呵呵,才发现好像有了新的男朋友了,应该是吧。
也许我早就应该放手了,
呵呵。
大学的爱情来得好快,爱情......
我不想伤害任何人,不想。
但我总在伤害很多人。
 
 
 
 
 
 
September 25

分手

想到了分手
但没有想到这么快
想到了分手
但没有想到这么平静
想到了分手
但没有想到这么自然
想到了分手
但没有想到这么痛
想到了结束
没有想到就这样结束
安静的开始
平静的结束
没有争吵
没有憎恨
只有
tears......
All will be all right
I am fine
September 24

我们 他们

9月23日
我们早上没有联系
9月23日
他们相遇一周年
9月23日
我们上午相聚千里各自上课
9月23日
他们上午一起手牵手逛街,纪念他们的一周年
9月23日
中午,英语老师请我们吃饭
很开心
我一直以为他们的爱情不成熟
我没想到,他可以一天送她一个棒棒糖......
整整一年,一天一个
我突然发现,原来我们的爱情才不成熟......
9月23日
我们晚上在网上说......
是吗?
2004 5 10-2006 9 23
两年多,爱情
就是这样.......
破碎,崩溃,消逝......
September 09

原来

一直以为自己很优秀了
原来现在才发现自己什么都不是。
自己什么都做不好,
自己的能力也就那么大。
一直以为自己可以做一些不同寻常的事,
原来自己还是一个普通得不能再普通的人。
原来突然发现自己身边的人都比自己强。
自己就是傻逼,除了学习一无是处。
身边的朋友,有的当飞行员了,有的做生意赚钱了,有的家境好,不用发愁什么,
而自己呢?????????
在一所很糟糕的大学,努力学习,想要飞出去,难吗???
不是难,是很难。
我的努力为了什么??
奖学金?考研?
20了,自己好像什么也没有做好过,真的很......
女朋友??
对不起,我想我不会谈恋爱,让你受苦了,
真的对不起!!
爱是什么?
我真的不知道,我真的觉得我们是两个世界的人,
你有你的圈子,我始终进不去。
我没有钱,没有本事,什么都没有,
只会学习,学习,学习。
我到底能干什么???
 
 

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